Different Life

Date: 7/8/2016

I dreamed I was in a group of survivors of some kind of disease that killed people very quickly, and usually in their sleep. I remember some of our group finally being victims of it after e thought we got to a safe place. I knew them, and I knew I was sad about it, but I didn't actually feel the sadness. Then I fell victim to it, and I woke up. I took the rear buds out of my ears, (I was listening to asmr before falling asleep) and went back to sleep. The dream was ongoing. I was in the same place, with the same people, and they were surprised I was alive. Time has passed, and there were even more people dead. I was the only female in the group now. I began going about my life there. I wanted to make it as livable as possible. Victor was there, and I started to put together a living space with him. I woke back up. When I went back, they told me it has been a while. I continued on normally, but then one day I just went blank. They called it "sleeping" which is funny now. I had been with Victor for a while, but for some reason I never found out, we had broken up. I was with Steven now, and he was taking care of me while I was "sleeping". I don't know a Steven, and I don't recall his face. He told me he had to get a divorce to really be with me. We went out together on a date so I would remember him. He kissed me, and I woke up. When I fell back asleep, it had been years. I had given birth to a little girl at some point. She looked about 6, and has a small face and black hair. I guess Steven has black hair. I apparently had left Steven, too, and was now with Matt. He was taking care of me Ishtar of Steven like Steven had taken care of me instead of Victor. I drank with Matt, and we kissed. Again, I woke up. The last time back into the dream, I was wandering around our little village. It was mostly inside and covered, but it seemed temporary. It was like a court we just covered up for protection. I found Steven and Victor playing games. It was night. I asked them who I was in love with this time, and they said no one. I was scared I wouldn't see them ever again. I woke back up. Last time.