Steak and jam

Date: 10/18/2016

I'm in a small town, I've travelled in with old school friends, they are spread around the town drunk. I see M.p, outside a shop, he's wearing ragged clothes and looks like he just took a hit of heroin, he is holding a steak between two thick pieces of bread and is telling me how he needs some jam for it, I leave him. I'm in a pub, people watch a film on a screen, it shows a man with a machine gun scanning the roof of a wooden barn. out of nowhere in feeling anxious and depressed and put up my hood, people are telling me I'm being grumpy but I can't help it. I'm in a car travelling with some of my old school friends, I see m.p climbing on the side of a bridge, I think he's going to die