Wedding

Date: 11/25/2016

It was a last minute thing that I was going to marry Gavin. I hadn't seen him since the blow up and I hadn't talked to him either. But the wedding was planned. The person who was supposed to sing during the ceremony didn't show up for the run through. When I talked to Catherine about it she said that it was scheduled for the 13th. And I had to remind her that I was getting married the next day! I thought that I could do the singing myself but then thought that I couldn't be the bride as well as the singer. Then it was the next day and I was getting ready for the wedding. I went into the chapel beforehand to check on things and I noticed that I didn't recognize any of the guests and none of my family was there. I went back to get dressed and my dress wasn't there because who ever was bringing the dress also thought that the wedding wasn't until the 13th. Then I realized that the wedding wasn't for me and Gavin. It was for Gavin and somebody else. I had made up the whole thing in my head that I was the one he was marrying. When my dad found out he dragged me to a psychiatrist and he sat in on the session because he didn't trust me to be alone with the psychiatrist. I guess he was worried that I wouldn't be honest? He was really mad at me and would not even look at me.