my sister drowning

Date: 12/11/2019

dec 10th, 2019: okay so we were on vacation, idr where but there was a beach nearby and it was pretty deep like there was barely a shallow end but anyway so lauren was swimming and she was like drowning and i couldnt see her but we just kinda knew that she was really low health and it felt like she was losing health in minecraft but she was legit dying and mommy & frank were panicking and driving like maniacs to go save her (previously we were at the hotel) and they looked very different, so did lauren but i knew it was still them yknow? anyway so mommy was yelling for frank to do anything he can to just save her and saying she would go too and they were just driving like insane people and i wasnt even part of the conversation but i felt like i had an unspoken obligation to go and find her so once we abruptly stopped the car we all jumped immediately straight from the car and dove into the ocean to try and find her and it was really dark so we were all panicking and for some reason i was swimming upside down because i felt like it gave me more strength and agility and better control idk?? so anyway we were all swimming really fast and suddenly even tho it was dark i like detected her deep in the water and she was flashing red like she was taking a lot of damage (like in minecraft!) and mommy & frank wrapped towels around her and were crying and we were all carrying her up to the surface and chanting shit like “please make it please just make it just a few more seconds please!!” and she looked very pale and like she was already dead and as we were about to swim up the the surface she stopped taking damage. and it meant that she died. so finally we reach the surface and mommy is panicking so much and screaming for someone to do cpr and i think this random guy came out into the ocean and he had giant fingers so he just pressed on her chest with one finger and it didn’t help so idk what the point of that was but yeah thats all i remember