Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 8/10/2020
By camijane
so america had turned into this insane, post-apocalyptic nazi germany type place. me and my family/friends were living in this city that was dark all the time and the energy was just. heavy. racists and evil people had taken over and everyone constantly feared for their lives. no authority seemed to ever be able to stop it. this girl was seeing circus cars go by and was freaking out and calling the police asking if it was legal for them to be kidnapping women and colored people for the circus. it was like a holocaust type city where they were trying to kill all black people and one day me and cayla and her (black) girlfriend amya were all hanging out in the building we lived in when there was an announcement on the intercom that they were coming by to execute the black people. me and cayla dragged amya to a room and locked her in there to try and hide her even though she was yelling at us to let her go and we were all crying and they set the room on fire, killing her. i went up to my mom sobbing and she was getting mad at me for getting upset and i was trying to tell her that i had trauma but she left the room. there was like a theater room with all these seats and a stage where they were doing a presentation i guess on what just happened and my mom was on the stage crying and i went up to the stage sobbing and screaming at her to help me and she got annoyed but walked off the stage and we went into a kitchen. i tried telling her again that i had PTSD from listening to my friend die in a fire but she kept brushing me off and yelling at me for being sad/scared. then i woke up