Rocked yard and window shade chimes

Date: 4/21/2018

Rocked the whole yard with white chalk rock Did not plow under the grass first or lay down landscaping fabric Was kicking myself for making such a bad mess of things I have a guy that comes to mow. He will now have to mow the whole yard with the Weedwhacker. He is going to be mad at me. Trying to figure out how to move some of the rocks so that I can get in there and fix it, When I’m done there will be nothing left to mow. I will have deprived Jeff of $400 per year. Looking out my window the yard is just a mess. Some area is bare ground. Some is tall grass. Some is rock with grass growing through it. What was I thinking?! While I am outside working in the yard, Steve Smith is there. He is grown with children. (We were childhood friends. He lived across the street.) Has kids with him. He is angry about something. Kicking something. WTF? Are you kicking my cat? Inspecting Larfleeze for injuries. Scene change In the house. Have these special blinds on the bedroom window. They are a musical instrument that you play like bells. For some reason I have removed all but two rows. I have also broken the window. It is made a very thick glass. And I have gouged a line across it. It reminds me of chipped ice. I gouge another line through it. Now it breaks and starts to fall out. Someone wants me to play the blinds and give a little concert. FUCK! Broke the window, tore up the blinds. I am going to be in so much trouble! Just be cool. Maybe they won’t notice. Get me a chair so I can reach the high notes at the top. The themes that jump out at me here are things are in disarray and trying to control the chaos. I have created my own problems and trying to fix them.