Storm is coming

Date: 11/27/2017

I’m in this island and a storm is coming, the water is destroying everything, my mom went on a boat because my dad told her to do so but I know it’s too risky, I run into Ivonne Mendez, and try to apologize for dating her ex, I try to save her and carry her, she is so light and I’m jealous that she is so skinny when she used to be fat, but I try to be nice to her. There is water everywhere and people getting in boats, there is one boat with cages and wild animals and I think it must be illegal. Then my dad is around and I’m angry at him for putting my mom in that boat that I know will not make it. He is wearing a nice suit, he is clueless about what to do and also apologetic. I want to be mad at him but can’t. We try different exits but it’s impossible there is water everywhere. I think my sister Bere is with us. I tried to rescue a dog but he has a red leash and it’s owner is around. I am desperate to do something, help people, help animals, understand what happened and why. I feel frustrated that I can’t fight the big storm or change much. I am angry that my father didn’t know what to do either, I thought that he had cheated on my mom and I confront him about it but he is to weak to go into an argument and I forgive him even when I know mom is gone in that boat and storm. I think about her all scared but at the same time she knew it was not good. I am in my primary school, in the kinder garden patio. There is a fountain in the middle of the patio. I think it’s weird not to see children around, where have they all gone? Were they rescued? My dad suit is white and he almost falls into the water, but we tell him to step back and he tries to sit down on the edge of the dock and only wets his leg and fancy shoes. He is sad. Mom is sad and scared. I think she made that sacrifice even when she knew it was wordless and she would die. I am angry and sad and frustrated. Why couldn’t I say something or prevent her from going. I blame my father for making her go. But I love him and know he is sad and he didn’t know. I desperately want things to be fine although it seems impossible, the world seems like it has come to an end. There is so much water everywhere, a Wall that was containing the water explodes and let’s the tide in, in carrying Ivonne but put her down and tell her we have to run, we don’t run faster than before. She looks so small, like a paper mache figurine or a roasted child. Weird. The dog is an English Shepard, black and white. The leash is red and a round name tag. I put him in a truck with other animals that had similar tags but the owner, a lady, says it ain’t hers. But I think it’s for the best or leave it there and keep running with Ivonne , which is more like a doll than a person, but a weird brown-roasted doll. When I confront my dad we are in our old house in the kitchen he is in the patio and tries to go inside the kitchen but I shut the door and look at him from the window. We used to open the door through the window. I think mom was cooking, and my sister Bere is inside too.