Boyfriend

Date: 12/27/2018

I was dating gale and I was feeling insecure so I wanted him to be with me. And then eventually he said that I shouldn’t contact him for like the rest of the day. And I guess I could tell he was getting tired of me so I said we should just break up because there’s no point in dating me if he doesn’t even wanna talk. Gale agreed and said I was super clingy. So I went home and cried. Then I’m not sure why this happened or whatnot but I got another boyfriend. Kerry (looked like kerry, acted like Hans) and then we eventually broke up for the exact same reason as gale broke up. So like. Yea. It was Halloween that night and I guess I ended up sending gale a DM saying that he was right about everything. Essentially a sad text message and he was kind and wanted to meet up where I was (which was a record store). Gale said we could listen to music together like old times and that made me cry because gale was the only person I truly loved and he left me. So I ended up leaving the record store so gale was on the way to my house. And I guess I was nervous because I was a complete mess and I didn’t want gale to break my heart even more. When gale got here I just started crying and he held me and that made me cry more because I missed him. And then he kissed me on the forehead. And that’s when I said stop. That he can’t do that. That he can’t make me feel this way. I told gale that I didn’t want to be given hope when there was none. And gale told me that he still loved me. I felt I guess a little bit happy about that. But we never were together again. And I had to let him go.