Tarot Reading Mishap and some Ducks

Date: 9/12/2019

In the beginning of my dream, I was at my cousin's house. Her house has a small road by it leading to some sort of housing place, but in the dream, it was a bridge that led to a sort of paradise with a beach and all that. Well apparently, something was going on with the ducks and their travel, so someone had to escort all the ducks across the lil road and it was so cute to watch from a distance. Near the end of my dream, I had finally got the guts to ask someone if they wanted a tarot reading. I'm fairly new to the tarot scene, having only gotten my first proper deck a few months back. I've been struggling a bit in real life due to so many card meanings and a terrible memory, and my fear is doing a reading on someone who already knows how to do them by accident and being embarrassed. And that's exactly what happened in my dream. I found some cute guy, and asked him if he was busy and wanted a reading. He said yes to both, and I ended up striking a conversation. It took a moment for me to realize that I hadn't even pulled the box of cards out of my purse, let alone take it out the pack, and he definitely mentioned it considering he was in a rush. I apologized, took out the deck, and started shuffling the cards while continuing conversation. I shuffled for a long time and the panic started to set in, I didn't even want to do the reading anymore. I asked the guy a question and he told me I messed up on the reading already, since I was supposed to ask the question beforehand. I tried to play it off as being self taught and doing things differently, even though I knew he was right. In the end, I never ended up doing the reading because I woke up.