Caleb

Date: 7/21/2016

I was at school where I was having an awful day. Nothing was going right. I went through the whole day, not talking just thinking. Then I went to softball practice where I was pitching and then went to center field to do some outfield work. I went to go throw and when I did I ended up screaming in pain and dropping to the ground clenching my shoulder. My coach ran out to me and automatically knew I tore my rotator cuff. I was rushed to the hospital where I was taken into surgery. When I woke up the only person in the room was a guy named Caleb. He was sitting by my bed holding my hand and looking at me. When I saw him a smile appeared onto my face and the same happened to him. He looked into my eyes, his lips started to move and he told me. "Shay I told you to take it easy. Why didn't you come to me during the school day? Aly told me that something was wrong with you. You know I am always here for you, no matter what. " I look at him still a little loopy from the anesthesia. "I'm sorry.... but you know that I like to deal with things myself. " "Shay I know, but you also know that sometimes you need others. I lov-" I stopped him before her could finish. "Don't say that word, you know that I don't like it. " He smirked. "I know I know, but its how I feel about you. I don't care if you are a Junior and I am a sophmore. I don't care if you are 5'8" and I am 6'2". I don't care if you are a workout junkie, and I'm not. I don't care if you aren't allowed to date, I will do anything to be able to date you. I don't care if you have dyslexia and OCD, I don't care if when you sleep your right side twitches. I don't care if you are super smart and I'm not, that just means I won't argue with you. Shaylynn Nichole Warrix, I love everything about you. I love thay you hate the word love because it's used too much. I love that you have your entire life planned out, but are expecting to fail that way you don't get hurt. It upsets me that you have trust issues, but I understand why. It hurts me to see you upset. It hurts me to know that you don't love yourself and that you have tried to end your amazing life." He said to me. I felt my eyes start to water, but I turned my head so he couldn't see me cry. I felt his hand on my chin and he softly pushed my chin turning my head to face him. He stood up and leaned closer to me. I felt his soft lips on mine, as he pushed my blonde hair out of my face. He pulled away and looked at me. He took his thumb and softly wiped my tears away. "Why are you cry, you never cry? It doesn't look good on you, plus ot makes me want to cry." I chuckled some. "Because I've never had someone like you, I've never had anyone say things like that. " I looked at him and then looked down. (The dream ended.)