I was a boy for a minute

Date: 3/1/2019

I remember I was at this school dance type thing and I was hanging out with these girls and one of them told me "you're a cute guy." For some reason it didn't surprise me that I was a guy even though I either said out loud or to myself that I'm not usually called a cute guy by girls and I'm more used to being called pretty (a pretty girl, in other words). It was weird. Then I just remember I was getting intimate with my gay ex and we were going to have sex in my moms room but I realized that that was f*cked up and so we didn't but I remember feeling this strong desire to have sex with him.