The Dream about Choosing Between Two People

Date: 7/18/2018

I dreamed that I was a girl torn between choosing two different guys. I forgot their names as they don't have names, but I'll name them and I should write this down asap. Let's name the first guy Henry. I entered a tournament with Henry from before. This tournament was a battle tournament. The rules were simple. Find a partner and you will battle another two opponents to the death. We could use physical attacks or magic (wtf), and Henry was my first partner ever. He was the one who taught me how to fight, how to attack, how to cast magic, etc. We won the fight, and I was one of the most powerful ones (we could measure the ability or power of a person). After that first match, Henry was gone all of a sudden. He was missing. It turns out that he ran away but for who knows what reason. And I haven't heard of him since. Years passed and I haven't entered a single tournament, but there was a new one taking place next week. The past few days, I met a guy, let's name him John, and he was very sweet and caring, and I think he was close to becoming my boyfriend at that time. The day of the tournament began and I was just there as an audience. There were a lot of fights (it felt like a tournament like the ones happening in the Ghost Fighter anime, idk). A person from the tournament saw me and quickly knew I was one of the champions who won my first game from before, and so the crowd noticed me, and they all told me to join the tournament. I said no, because I didn't have a partner to enter the tournament. I mean, Henry was the only person I partnered with, and John didn't really have the ability to fight. And so, there was this girl (which also exists irl, my coworker) named Jillian, and she volunteered to be my partner. Now, she was kinda clueless because this is also her first time to fight, and she kept on attacking even though she can't handle the enemy! There was this hole on the ground wherein it should trap you once you fall down. You're not going to die from the fall, but it'll mean the game is over for you. I was about to attack when I saw someone. I saw Henry from the hole in the ground, and as I passed through him, he said with his lips, "Don't see me" (man the dialogues in my dreams are all too weird, but I think he's saying something like don't mind him or something). I was left off guard, and I didn't know what happened next. Next time I knew, I was falling on that hole, and I was losing my consciousness. When I woke up, I was on the bed, and John was there, worried. I told him I saw Henry, and I needed closure. John was worried about whom I was going to choose: him or Henry. Henry was missing again, but I asked every single person I knew and investigated all details to find him (I knew I did a lot but forgot how I found him) so in the end, I got ahold of him and I told him to meet me one last time. When I met him, he was all chubby, and he was kind of depressed by how he looks. He told me he can't face me anymore, and he was trying to go on a diet but food keeps on tempting him. I told him I'd accept him even if he's fat, and I don't care, but he still insists he's not the right guy for me. He was crying already, and I saw John beside me who was also waiting for my decision (and I was surprised because he just appeared out of nowhere beside me). I told Henry that he's right. He's not the right guy for me, because if he did, he would always choose me, no matter what. And I told him that I choose John to be my guy, and John chooses me, but I will never forget Henry as my friend, and I will accept him as my friend.