A Scary but Not Scary Dream with Jack

Date: 3/19/2019

So there’s a lot of detail to this dream I’m missing, but this is the parts that connect. I’m at some sort of party where there’s a ton of people kinda in a gazebo/backyard area. All my friends are there and there’s this one point where Jack’s chasing Thomas and he tells me to get him. I chase after him and catch him and we’re laughing and everything’s ok, but everyone who saw us playing around started whispering to each other that I’m a slut and a whore and I’m just trying to get attention. There’s a time skip and I’m sure a few details missed, but I’m exiting a class I was just in and Jack was waiting for me outside. We decided to walk together and as we’re making our way down an empty Japanese hall, he gropes me. I ignore it. He gropes me again and again and latches onto my breasts, all I can see is his arm and my body crumbling to the ground in fear. I make sort of a fetus position but with my back facing up, and he finally stops. We walk over to where Jordan and his friends sit and he goes over to talk to Kamryn, Caroline, and Sita. He doesn’t face me while he sends me away saying “You can’t listen in on this conversation” or something of those lines. So I walk away. And I feel as though the same eyes who were watching me at the party were watching me now, and that everything was my fault. I accepted being alone. And that was my dream.