Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 4/7/2020
By AJacobs
One large segment of the dream had to do with where I would be living for next school year. Fittingly, housing selection is today. In the dream though I was with a class sized group of friends at what in retrospect looked more like a hotel than a residence hall or apartments... kind of. There was someone who worked there bringing us to the suite entrances and reading off who had been put there. At one suite, the names were Eva, Rachel, and myself. I begrudgingly said that things had changed, I was not going to be part of that group... sadly... Now being accepted and living with them would be a real dream. In reality, they are both graduating seniors anyway, so they won't be at this university anymore. And COVID-19 sucks for... lots of reasons, including breaking up the music I was going to play as well as dampening or killing my first chance want to and try to ask someone out. Plus I had just put together a group of people to perform Knights of Cydonia (Vigilante Brass arrangement) as well as an original Composition for (French) Horn. I don't know if the last part of the dream had any connection to the rest. But it was disgusting... and anime... and... I don't even want to write it for the 18+ section... There have been previous times where I am embarrassed of what is in my dream and I've chosen my words about them carefully. But this was plainly explicit... although it was something I saw as opposed to did... Fuck it, I'll write it for any sick fucks reading... I'm sorry... Please stop reading... There was large man and a medium woman anime characters. I don't know or remember any context other than I think it happened twice and my view was from the side. He grabbed her harshly, maybe from behind and maybe her joints popped or something. Then his dick was in her (my view was not on this but it was implied, I think there may have been a close up on the upper bodies or faces here). Then there was a short view of his dick again, now out and covered in some blood. Fucking disgusting, and it happened twice...