oh fickle the company vehicle

Date: 12/31/2021

- i was at a school and i think it was the high school. i saw madame conrad in the hallway but didn’t recognize her right away bc her mask was on most of her face for some reason. like covering part of her eyes. i can’t remember any other part of the hallway but i think i was walking down it a lot. - i was in the bathroom for a while. it was a really old and rundown and big bathroom. i can’t fully remember this but i think there was someone else there and i was gonna meet them outside or something. i was getting dressed and i…idk what else i was doing in there. i had a backpack on though. - i was in a field or something after that? - i was going to this singing club for the first time, probably inspired by vocal jazz. it was in this place that kinda looked like the underground now that i think about it. i didn’t have my phone but i kept seeing aaliyah was snapping me so i grabbed it and deignan or whoever saw and i thought he was saying to put my phone away but he was asking about aaliyah and how a chicken would be good for the club. ig aaliyah was a chicken. idk. it was like oh an alto would be good. except replace the word alto with chicken. - i was working at some place that looked like a restaurant i think and pete or someone like him was my boss. we had a coin slot machine and i touched it and this dvd fell off so i was like wow i got the grand prize oops. so i open it (it’s beauty and the beast i think) and it doesn’t actually have the dvd inside. i was like oh lol ok that makes more sense ig. i was showing another coworker/ my boss maybe but then he just got annoyed at me for not working. then one of my coworkers called me over and was like hey do you think you could do this thing and i had no idea what she was talking about. she said i needed to go to this neighbor of the restaurant and idek. someone maybe her said they’d come along and help. we drove to this neighborhood and i didn’t really know what we were doing. then we drove to this lake area and it had a dock. she got out and started using a remote control to drive the car. we were just having fun or something though i’m kinda accidentally framing it like she was trying to kill me in the lake lol. oh also the car was a convertible. she was standing a ways away and was controlling the car while i was being driven off the dock. i think she was controlling it from a distance so it’d be easier to get off the dock. something happened though and she didn’t move it far enough over so when she turned which was turning the wrong way i think anyways, she was turning me in the direction of the lake. she then slowly was moving me forward and i was getting worried. she kept going and so at the last second i unbuckled my seatbelt and hopped out of the car before it went straight into the lake and immediately sunk to the bottom. we looked at each other like oh fickle that was the company vehicle!! and i felt so bad for her. even though she almost killed me (i’m pretty sure by accident?). then idk if we were on the phone or if we were there or he was here now but pete looked at her and was like “you’re done”. you’re fired”. he was furious. we both started crying because she had worked there forever and everyone i started with was mostly gone and working there wasn’t the same anymore. she was kinda like a mom to me and we hugged a while bc it was really sad. - my mom and i went on a drive with people maybe sophie idk. then we got out and walked (i think bc i just wanted it to be a walk instead of a drive in my dream). it was kinda foggy and we were in a city with taller buildings. there were a few lights, blue and yellow especially, shining through the slight fog and it looked really pretty. it felt cool to be in. i was walking in front and she was walking behind me humming loudly. but it was kind of annoying like i wanted to be on the walk alone like i usually am with just the sound of the night air. but it was also really nice that she was there and i wanted to appreciate that.