Waking up in this False Reality

Date: 5/31/2019

Okay I just dream about my old crush that we are texting to each other like we are friends (but we didn't do it on real life). We text to each other like we're close and I thinking that I have a chance to him because I am now chatting to him. But when I met him he started to avoid me like he knows I'm thinking I still have a chance to him. So to avoid any misunderstanding he avoided me and never wanted to see me again. While me I am finding a way to see him again.