Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 7/17/2019
By Fitful
My grandparents wanted me to get a job, they were tired of me living at home being lonely. I was resistant, I was very shy. They drove me to a house not far from theirs in the suburbs and we went in. An eccentric man lived there, actually a lot of people lived there. And there were so many Dalmatian puppies. At least a dozen. As I had my own Dalmatian at home I was thrilled to see the puppies. They smelled new. Anyway the man was odd and the house was dark, in a I'm too depressed to look after it way and he wanted me to come and mentor from him or write his memoirs or something so bad he was willing to pay for me to come by way of public transportation. I was tempted to say yes, since he seemed to want me so bad, and because he had Dalmatians. But the others in his house were hella creepy some sitting next to me far too close and acting like a child with a crush when they were an adult, and some of these Dalmatian puppies were born without a mouth. I felt very sad. The ones who had a mouth were so adorable, pink gums and white teeth, I adored them. ~ I was with this Asian family I worked with once. But the story was all skewed up. They were conflated with romantic relationships I'd had and lots of sadness and love triangles between women and I was caught up in the blame of it all. I was blamed, I felt guilty and shamed, I blamed my mother who was also there. This was also all up in space, and I mean no walls, or much ground, just floating in space. There was cooking, and some sand garden thing which was the only ground present. My mother learned a lesson and decided to let go of her past, I was ready to let go it it too, and I led her over the sand moat someone was building and to another room. She wanted to get married again, this time the right way and healing. ~ I think a relationship with a female came back to me, a woman, a romantic relationship. But it left again, it wasn't right for me. ~ I got a new job. This one made me not pick the depressed writer. This one was working from home so no commute, I could start immediately, earn a lot of money for myself. And it was writing, or something better than writing. I was so excited.