Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 6/6/2019
By Fitful
I was getting on a train. At first I got on with just a bag but the train too forever to leave. The people were all on it in their seats and finally I went back for my suitcase. Everything was over large. The seats felt gigantic, they dwarfed me. Even the suitcase felt too big and had too much room in it. A boy/man kept trying to get on board without a ticket or paying. He was very upset and panicked he couldn't. They didn't let him on. This train was very slow. Bthe far train had already left. This one just stood there in the yard unmovable it seemed. But finally we did move, just not physically. The journey did happen though, I'm just not sure how to explain it. We ended up in some middle of nowhere world, a different world, it was very hick and not as advanced. We all stopped and looked around but got caught up in a local dispute. Sensing unfairness we helped to stop it and I tho k there was a battle, a dance battle or something, like coyboys in regular old forest country having a battle for the territory. It was odd. I had a bad feeling we shouldn't be so helpful. I was right for afterwards they let us claim the territory and the leaders family wanted us to stay. All of us. I figured we'd be here for months trying to extricate ourselves. But finally we talked him down to a little girl, redhead, youngest of the large family on the train. He was our defacto leader and the other leader man wanted her to stay and later wed his son who wad two at the time. The little girl with red hair was six. If she stayed we'd all get to leave. Aside from all that nonsense I was being hit on as well. It was the same dinner, or a similar one, but I was surrounded by people who knew me, family and friends who'd been there all my life. Maybe not family as I knew them... Anyway a man was there, jovial and delighted to see me. The entire table joked about how he'd been in love with me from age two (my being age two.) They joked how they had jeered him on it good naturedly and I saw flashbacks of him tossing me in the air and kissing my chubby cheeks and being completely in love with me the way one is with a child they adore. It made me uncomfortable, he wasn't a pervert probably, but he was in love with me now in the romantic sense. I heard several rumors that he wanted to marry me. I was dodging him and his love. It felt Bizzare to me, I didn't know him. Nor did I want to. On some social media I got an invite to his website and a message. I went there, to his website, and he sold animal skins. I was doubly disgusted. Honestly he seemed like a really nice person but I just couldn't... "Good thing I'm a lesbian." I wrote back to him. For some reason vegan seemed to be implied or I wanted to write it too but the one liner seemed like a good enough comeback and too much was unnecessary.