friend was suspiciously dead

Date: 5/21/2019

I dont remember all of my dream but I woke up crying. basically there was this boy named jan (pronounced yawn) who im friends with irl and he was in my dream. he was on the gymnastics team and he missed a day of school for some kind of doctors appointment. no big deal. the next day he isn’t in school. okay maybe he didn’t feel great. later I found out he’s dead from his procedure. I broke out crying because I was so confused and sad. it was a school day so I went to the psychologists office to wait for my friend to take me home from school. once I went home, I cried myself to sleep. the next day I heard the gymnastics team for my school talk about how his death is suspicious. a couple months ago they’d had a team member die from a dental procedure, and the dentist kept the teeth. the kids demanded action but nothing could be done.