Fight for What?

Date: 9/19/2020

10/16/2018: I was working at my school job and, for whatever reason, my 30-year-old “Paul” (severe Autism/ADHD, never stops talking). He happened to be running around with “Squeaky” (one of the students that has similar problems, but is non-verbal). They were running around the cafeteria together while regular-Ed kids watched while quietly going, “aww they’re so cute.” Squeaky’s paraprofessional followed suit in chasing the two around and screaming until I reached the point of blind rage. I got frustrated with Squeaky to the point of storming up to him screaming, “you know what, Squeaky?!! You’re a fucking asshole and no one wants you to breathe!!!” When he tried running away with Paul, I grabbed Squeaky and punched the shit out of him while the crowd chanted for a fight (“oooOOOOooohh collab fight!”) Post-dream/note: obviously I would never throw fists on any of my students, but that dream also happened after watching my supervisor get slammed to the floor by Squeaky.