death at grandmas

Date: 6/14/2016

The dream began at my grandmas house. A place that I grew up in and has today transformed into something else. My friend J decided to have a birthday party there. J is one of my earliest childhood friends, but I have grown apart from him as of recently. I had an odd habit when I was younger of biting and pinching both myself and others. It is something that still exists within myself. I was sitting next to J in my grandmas living room, the most memorable space in the house, and all of a sudden I bit him on the back of the hand. I had no control of the action and he became furious about it. He got up and told the whole party that I had bit him. I was embarrassed. It was at this moment I replied: "I am really sorry for what I have done. This was something I used to do as a child and the action sprung from habit. I am really sorry." The strange thing that took place was after the apology. I was meandering around while the rest of the party was downstairs. I used to live in a house behind my grandmas and began walking to where my dream self considered home. I had a pack of cigarettes and I became tempted to smoke one but decided not to. It was precisely at this moment that I either heard or saw something south west of my old home coming from the orchard (there was an orchard behind my house). Two big men in panda masks had saw me and began coming after me. I became stuck on my hands and knees and began crawling to my grandmas. The masked men asked if I wanted to be burned alive and I said no. They replied back that they were going to shoot me then. I kept running and when I reached the back door of my grandmas and ran inside one of the men shot me in the back. I became disconnected from my body and saw black and heard the beating of my sputtering heart. It was both amazing and terrifying. My alarm woke me up precisely after I had been shot