I get raped by my pimp

Date: 7/26/2018

I was in a dingy toilets of a bar or club or something. I was in one of the stalls, can't remember what I was doing in there. I came out and it was the last stall with a mirror and a dirty sink directly to my left. I looked like a different person, still a girl but with thinner features and a gaunt looking face. Then a man came in acting like he owned me, pointing stright into my face arguing with a quiet but strained voice. He had a leather jacket on with a short layer of facial hair and big black boots. He smelled bad of smoke and alcohol, unless that was his cologne. Anyways he was saying to me how he's gotta do an inspection, to make sure his girl is prepped to work and then he slapped my ass. I get angry telling him to do one and take a step back, my leg hits the toilet bowl and I have no escape. He pulls me in violently and unbuttons my shorts, tugging at my shorts and panties. I'm protesting, kicking out at him but he gets them to a place where he knows they won't get in the way. I hear a zip and then he enters me. I didn't know what hurt more, something being thrust into me so harshly or the fact that he's raping me. I punch his chest over and over as hard as I can. His pecks ripple a little but it just made him grit his teeth and go harder. His face glazes a little and he goes as deep as he can and stays there, hunched over me. To be honest I've glazed over too but for different reasons. He regains thought and pulls out releasing me, he zips up his jeans effortlessly while I'm still trying to stand filled with hate and his trash cum. He throws down bills into the sink. I count them and they get to around $50. What the fuck man you paid half you asshole (I went into full hooker mode, I'm not having that done to me and getting paid half). He looks at me annoyed because HE PAID LESS wtf and throws a few more. $80. I'm $100. You jerk. He just smirked and said "employee discount" and left.

AI generated interpretation This dream is deeply disturbing and likely reflects feelings of powerlessness, violation, and betrayal. The imagery of being raped by a pimp in a dingy, dirty setting such as a bar or club suggests a sense of being exploited and degraded in a situation where you feel trapped and unable to escape. Dreams involving rape often symbolize feelings of vulnerability, invasion of personal boundaries, and a loss of control over one's body and autonomy. The presence of the pimp in the dream may represent feelings of being controlled or manipulated by external forces or individuals in waking life. The physical appearance and behavior of the man in the dream, with his aggressive and entitled demeanor, suggest feelings of fear, anger, and helplessness towards someone who is abusing their power over you. The act of rape in the dream can also symbolize feelings of violation, trauma, and a sense of being used or exploited for someone else's benefit. The negotiation over payment in the dream may symbolize a perceived lack of worth or value, as well as feelings of being treated as an object or commodity rather than a person with dignity and agency. The interaction between you and the pimp in the dream reflects a power struggle and a sense of defiance against being dehumanized and mistreated. Overall, this dream may be reflecting deep-seated emotional wounds, feelings of victimization, and a need to process and heal from experiences of trauma or abuse. It may be beneficial to explore these feelings with a therapist or counselor to work through any unresolved emotions and trauma that this dream may be bringing to the surface.