Singing for an event

Date: 10/15/2018

I was performing at some kind of event. I think it was at my church, upstairs where they do the services. I was singing and playing my guitar for it. I thought it was just average or even not that great/anything special. To my somewhat surprise, several people I don’t know came up to me afterward and said it was sooo beautiful. My son’s grandma J was there in one of the pews in the back. I think three of her female family members were there, possibly two sisters and their mom. Her face was very flat. She was present but didn’t say anything to me before or after the event, just kind of left. Possible meanings: I’ve been thinking of doing music gigs on the side - singing for weddings and funerals, but I’ve been hesitant. Sometimes I think I won’t be good enough for it. I think this means I should just start and maybe I’ll be pleasantly surprised with how good it turns out to be and how much people like it/appreciate it. About J - my mom says perhaps she is disappointed with T and that’s what that means. Not sure why it would be in the same dream of my singing in the church and how that’s connected.