theres a TW

Date: 6/6/2016

Im so confused about this one. I was in a room with my friend and he was playing a video game while holding the controller with one hand. Behind him on a bed was a blonde guy who I didn't know. His daughter was standing kind of left of where i was standing. He was talking about my ex boyfriend, and told me that he was doing okay, something about some health issues, that he loved me (but in a friend way, as it registered), but my friend seemed angry. I started saying things kind of like panicking, and moved straight across the room from where i was facing, into a corner. I sat down on the floor next to him, and looked over at his daughter because she was leaving the room. Her hair was shorter, and I thought that she was a different person. I woke up kind of freaked out. Then I was in a large concrete building. I was pregnant and with either some friends or family. Somebody told me my ex was downstairs and we were going to go to a different hotel. It registered as if we were still together. I got on the elevator, and went down what seemed like 50 floors. I met him at his car, and when we were talking I thought he was him and then I thought he was the man who assaulted me and then it was him again. This kept happening, and I kept telling myself "its (name of boyfriend)" really excited, but I was upset, and we had sex as him being my boyfriend, but it was while we were driving to the hotel and everything was happening like water as we were driving, no pauses, all fluid movement. The hotel looked like the same one we had just come from, and the elevator was vast, like for costco but as if i was the size of a toy soldier. I was uncomfortable. I couldnt see the ceiling, and could barely see the back of the elevator. The door was sized correctly for us. I remember my head hurting. I woke up with my head hurting.