my teacher, a nazi wannabe

Date: 12/23/2019

I had a dream, and I was in grandma’s house. I was sitting on the couch, in the living room. R and Char were braiding my hair into two pigtail braids. For some reason, my hair was black again. In real life, it’s orangy-pink, since I dyed it. Anyway, for some reason, my hair was extremely coarse. When I touched the braids, it felt like rope. In real life, it is NOT coarse. Maybe this was me trying to hide the fact that I was suddenly insecure and/or concerned about that, but I said something similar to, “Coarse hair is better to work with and braid, because it stays.” My friends agreed and said something like, “Yeah, it’s more difficult for us, because we have somewhat straight, fair hair. It just falls apart.” It made me feel better about the state of my hair. It didn’t necessarily feel dry though. Just— for sure not too moisturized. The scene changed. We were in school, and it didn’t look like High School neither Middle School, but... I remember everyone looking like they did in Middle School. So, one can assume, right? I don’t know. For some reason, I was helping R, a majorly close friend of mine, talk to this guy she likes. Well, the guy turns out to be my childhood crush that I have somewhat of a soft spot for. I was still willing to help R though, because the crush I had on him was over and has been over since Middle School times. I wasn’t jealous or... I don’t know, I just didn’t care enough to stop it from happening. We eventually walked into my old crush’s classroom, which was majorly crowded. It was so difficult to walk around, without bumping into someone or sliding across someone’s chest just to find and get to him. We found him, but he didn’t acknowledge our presence. It looked like he was busy looking down at some piece of paper or something, and it felt to me as if he was using it as an excuse to pretend he wasn’t hearing us properly. R tried to talk to him, while my friends and I accompanied her for emotional support, but he continued to ignore her. I got concerned really fast, because I tend to get second hand embarrassment (plus, I felt really bad for R). So, what I did was lean in close to his right ear and speak lowly, so low that it was almost a whisper, and I tried to convince him to comply. I figured that he’d at least listen to me, since we were friends or whatever. I remember looking up briskly and seeing Fabian, who was watching everything unfold, basically. Apparently, I wasn’t as special as I thought, because he ignored even ME too. It made me frustrated, but to be honest, I was mainly sad for R. She immediately started to cry, but not super hard, and left the classroom. My friends and I followed her out very quickly, so no one in the classroom could see her. I remember my old crush totally ignoring my texts after that. Mind you, he was responding to my texts BEFORE the incident... but maybe, he was thinking, “Man, now I can’t talk to her, because she’s associated with crazy girls I don’t want to talk to.” Like, that bothered me a lot. It irritated me. It made me see him in a whole different light, or rather, shadow. The scene changed. There was a line of students sitting on the left side of the hallway, and it sort of looked like it was just our class. Maybe, our teacher hadn’t arrived yet, so we were stuck in the hallway and decided to all sit down. The thing is, well, the gag is... we were all BIRDS. Birds. Small ones. For some reason, I keep remembering green birds, so I’m assuming that we were green birds. Also, we had our human faces. R hopped on over, bird and all, to Char and Chi, and I got pretty irritated by that. I wanted her to sit by me, but maybe, she just felt more comfortable sitting with them. She looked really sad, after all. I wonder if she distrusted me, or if we just simply weren’t close enough. That surprised me, because we’re actually extremely close in real life, but not in the dream. I don’t know, bro. Thankfully, my old crush eventually agreed to whatever R wanted. She liked him, but she didn’t want them to date necessarily. You know, the whole boyfriend-girlfriend thing. I actually forgot what she wanted, but I’m guessing it was for some role in a play. I think she wanted him to be her love interest in the play and play that role. I say this, because I keep on remembering some type of role or script or play. It just keeps randomly appearing, as I try to recollect the dream. Scene changed. We’re in a cafeteria that I have never seen before in real life. It was pretty gigantic. Biggest one I’ve ever seen too. The ceiling was so tall. It was somewhat crowded, but not as crowded as that one classroom was. Noooo where near, actually. I remember seeing a vase looking thing on the center of the table I was aiming to sit at. It was like... a cup or something. There were dessert-like things in it for students to take (I’m assuming this). Well, I see this thing. It’s, like, a pretzel on a stick. In fact, there were multiple pretzels. They were all stuck together, like branches on a tree. There was chocolate all over it too, maybe some marshmallows. I wanted to try it badly, but I got too scared too. I mean, it was the last one there, and I didn’t even know if I was allowed to take it. Joshua suddenly appeared with a bunch of food he was planning on eating, and sat next to me on my left. I didn’t really recognize anyone at the table, to be honest, except him. My friends were sitting at another table together, and sort of excluded me. I think they either expected me to assume I could sit with them, or they didn’t invite me for a reason. Suddenly, after maybe only seven to ten minutes of eating, everyone begins running to the back doors, which Joshua and I were sitting riiiight next to. It was so loud and chaotic. For a second, I even thought a terrorist appeared or something. That’s how frantic the students looked. I didn’t hear gunshots though. When I looked outside to see what they were heading toward, it looked like some type of escape plane or UFO. An evacuation of some sort, a chance to leave. I didn’t understand what they were leaving for, but considering the terrified look on their faces, I had a sinking feeling that all of the students were actually RUNNING from something. So, I got up and tried too. I think I got outside, but... I don’t think I made it. Here’s why. The next scene was me in a classroom. One of the classrooms that were in my grandma’s house, I presume. I was captured, being held hostage against my will. I didn’t recognize ANYONE there, except my ex best friend. The teacher said a lot of things, but I think I blanked out. What I remember is her saying at the end, like, “You have to choose now. You have no choice. Camp or maze?” I felt my heart drop. I just had this... awful, dark feeling that these were not fun activities for school. No, it felt like she was planning on either sending us to a concentration-like camp, or some scary maze that we’d be stuck in forever. I seriously had no idea what the whole maze thing was about, but I was tempted to choose that. I think all the students were caught actually, because everyone I did know and was friends with were at the camp. I don’t remember how I knew that. They chose that themselves, probably. So, I kind of wanted to be with them, but that would mean choosing the option that I feared the most. The unknown was terrifying me. I was so mortified, but... I was not intending to ask any questions and stand out to this evil, cruel teacher. Interrupting my thoughts, my ex best friend is the one who speaks first. She says, “The maze.” Almost instantly, that gives me courage. I also go, “The maze.” I don’t know what came upon me, but... knowing that someone I knew was actually going to choose the maze made me feel confident to choose it too. So, I did. The rest of the students began blurting things out. It was a mixture of the maze and the camp. She was writing them down, I think. Then, she goes, “Alright. You might all have partners soon.” I was... honestly hoping that mine would be my ex best friend, and if we got to choose our partners, I wanted her to either accept me or choose me first. I never got to find out. At the end of the dream, I found myself and her in front of a building. An entrance. We were under shade, because it was extremely hot. I felt anxious, but I felt comforted to be around her. Maybe, she ended up choosing me. The dreams ends after that, and I believe that building was the entrance to the maze, one that we might’ve gotten stuck in forever. That’s it. That’s the end. .: translation :. A house from a dream psychology perspective represents “thy self” therefore, the house represents your own personality and also a social image. The spiritual meaning of a house is much more focused on transformation and the condition of the house is really important. The house per say is representative of our own spiritual growth and objectives. If you encounter somebody else in the house, this suggests that it is time to communicate with others. To dream of a house often indicates that you may be feeling threatened by another person. Seeing the living room in your dream represents that in time things will work out well but... You need to relax in life. Dreaming about your grandmother’s house, (even if she has passed on) can signify guidance and healing. Hair represents symbolically that you are going to improve your health, strength, happiness and sensitivity to the environment. The "hair" is a representation of your own self, on a deeper level. Hair is according to dream psychologists associated with our sexuality. Do you feel desirable? Hair in general during dreams can represent that you are growing and trying to find your own identity. It also represents desirability. Think of the popular expressions: “A hair-raising experience, "let down your hair" or to "wig out." The dream is about a new sense of being honest, openness and even your own approach to life. Sometimes you can’t go online without seeing people’s hair is braided. The trend comes and goes. From the dream psychologist point of view, an external image may have been the reason for this dream. Maybe you could see somebody on the television with braided hair. Now, I believe that braided hair illustrates your needs in life. Braids are quite spiritual in nature. They can be worn by either sex and there is a connection with spirit. The braid spiritually indicates a long journey. Braids can be simple or complicated in a dream. Fishtail, chinese staircase or waterfall. Hair weaving and braiding have become much more prominent with the Internet. There are many different YouTube videos of how to braid the hair. Braiding does look beautiful and indicates that you will take your insecure feelings and project them positively. If in your dream that your hair is black then this can suggest that you need to be stronger in life. Black hair from a dream psychologist's viewpoint illustrates that the dream itself is connected to organization. Interestingly, dream psychologists never really believed that the color of the hair was all that important. So what does this dream mean spiritually? This dream indicates that you may feel that you are worried about areas of your life. Often black is connected to depression. If you had a dream about black hair don’t worry! I don’t believe this is particularly bad for you. I do however believe that you are trying to convince yourself to do things that perhaps you are not happy about. Many dream books I have read indicates that black hair is associated with dark angels. This means that you are afraid to progress in life due to negative influences. I don't really believe this. In my opinion, to dream of a black-headed person illustrates that you can overcome anything in life. Throughout my life, I have had various psychic experiences. One of these experiences I saw a woman with black hair leave her partner but I could not see her face. I had an uncontrollable feeling I had to have one of my friends who surprisingly had long straight black hair. When I rang her the day after my dream she just left her husband! Yes, creepy! If you dream of feeling insecure, this may reflect your real-life anxieties and self-doubt. However, the dream also suggests that by applying yourself and practicing confidence, you will be successful in your current endeavors. If you look around the school, and it is not a school which you previously attended, then it is important to think carefully about what you wish to achieve in your life. Educational establishments are generally imposed upon us by society, and therefore this dream indicates that you may be feeling you want to do something outside the norm. If you are a student within your dream, then this dream shows you have a desire to learn from somebody, such as a parent or peer. A common feature of this dream is feeling negative in the classroom, and if that is the case, then you need to think of the feelings that have surfaced in your dream. The other connection in this dream is the sense of authority, and with it your feelings of being confident with others in your waking life. Spiritually this dream is often associated with maximizing your best potential in life. If you dream that you are revisiting your school days, this is directly connected to your anxiety levels at the moment - which are high. The dream is aiming to teach you that you need to learn more in life. Just because you have left “traditional” school does not mean you need to stop learning. The more information you learn the better you will progress and be self-aware in life. The actor in your dreams could be showing you how well you "play" some of your roles in life, or how others perceive you. In life we sometimes have the ability to approach problems in different ways. If you dream of an actress then a business opportunity will soon come into your life. It may mean that you need to recoil, bolt, or obstruct each and every stage of the negotiations or the transaction. If you dream of a schoolteacher, it shows that you are likely to enjoy learning in the future. Your position at work will require you to sit an exam within the next five months. To dream of being at school often indicates that you are longing for trusts and pleasures of life at the moment. An old crush or an old lover in a dream is a symbol for desire and wanting something in your waking life. Sometimes these dreams are about wanting an object or simply needing something however, most of the time they are in reference to not feeling loved, wanting affection, or wishing your current relationship was like an old relationship. These dreams do come with a reminder that the grass is not always greener on the other side. When you dream about an old crush you are usually fantasizing about specific ideals that you want from love. Seeing a dream that you help others is a sign of the success of the dreamer, the ambitious and determined work, the stable behavior of a full-fledged business person, will sign a great success in the professional life will be in this position both happiness and prosperity will be in place. Seeing that you are supporting or helping someone in your dream is interpreted as a sign of the presence of people around you who value your unselfish and devoted behaviours and these people will never leave you behind and will never betray you. Many people cannot remember the details of the crowd, if this happens. it means that things are going to move fast in your life. Searching for something or someone in a dream indicates quest or objective. Perhaps you are searching for a lost piece of yourself, for example, your own years as a child. Otherwise, you could be mourning losing an individual in your own life. This dream shows that you need to make a decision about something important, and this may indicate the need to actually search for something in order to reach that decision. This dream also shows that whatever you are searching for may have some consequences attached to it. Dreaming that you are whispering is a sign you do not have confidence in what you say. Are you trying to hide something? Are you afraid to speak your truth? You need to stand tall in your truth to move your life forward. Dreams of crying can seem to be entirely negative. However, crying dreams may reveal feelings you did not even know existed, and this is a positive thing. Seen a loved one crying = You will need to think about others. Tried to comfort someone who was crying = Could represent an enemy who is hidden or a secret person who is dishonest with you, additionally if you knew this person it can just illustrate you need someone's help. If it was a friend was crying in your dream then someone close to you is struggling and you are wishing you could help. This is a good omen. In folklore, especially gypsy dream dictionaries denote that you will soon encounter luck in your life. When this kind of dream strikes, you know you can count on your friend. This person may require your support going forward. After such a dream, this could be an opportune time to improve this relationship or embark on that business venture that you have been yearning. It is a great time to relax and take some time off and enjoy your achievements in life. If someone was avoiding you in your dream and you felt frustrated or disappointed, it means you’re feeling abandoned in waking life. Are you scared that the people you love will turn their back on you? You may dislike solitude because it makes you feel vulnerable and depressed. To hide or run away from someone in a dream just means that you are trying to hide from something in life. People who dream about texting are in way or other, detached from reality. They may seem but do not appear interested in many happenings around themselves, so they text to someone to express their feelings. There is a feeling of instant gratification attached to texting. People, who are usually stressed out, often dream of texting. It is a way for them to influence those people, for whom they are not available at all times. They may find solace in dreaming about texting, even find it a natural event, but it unnaturally affects their social relationships. Sometimes we dream of an unfinished text chat, which could be due to the feeling of anger, confusion or rejection. Texting is dreams are all connected to your desires to communicate. You have been trying to send your message across to someone, but that someone has not taken any interest in listening you. Texting also implies that you are hoping for or fear some news. There couldn’t be any actual event, but the occurrence of the dream makes it feel as if something actual is going to happen. To dream of passages or halls, or even tunnels shows that on a psychological front, you are allowing somebody to take control of your own personal space. To dream that you are in the hall of a public building means you should make an important decision. Consider how you feel while you wait. If you are patient, then you know things will happen by themselves. To dream of waiting represents waking life situations where you are anticipating something to happen. Anticipating others to react in a certain way, health problems to change, or an outcome to occur. Counting on a person or outcome to help you. Feeling that a situation is almost finished. Negatively, waiting may reflect situations where you are being too patient with a difficult person or problem. Feelings about imminent failure being close at hand. Allowing jerks to take their time during a sensitive or important moment. Alternatively, waiting may reflect a pessimistic or losing mindset. Assuming that bad things or losing is inevitable so you wait for it without trying anything else. Waiting for bad things to happen. A feared deadline. Awkward pauses in your life. Feeling embarrassed that something you want isn't happening yet. Birds are also associated with peace, messages, communication, freedom and spiritual connections, they also symbolize ideas. Green birds in dreams = balance and communication will be yours. Turn to nature and meditation. The green birds also suggest calmness and love of life. If you are the “bird” in the dream and you actually have wings and this is associated with trying to move away from difficulties in life. You are trying to fly away. The only way to overcome your difficulties to face up to the problems that you have in life. To see yourself as a bird is an indication of spiritual protection. Abandonment usually comes when we realize that there is a fear of being excluded from society or from a group of people. Such anxieties commonly re-occur in our dreams when we are trying to protect something that is important to us. To feel abandoned by someone in your dream suggests that you need to appreciate someone in waking life. This dream has several definitions depending on the details of the dream. If you are eating and drinking in your dream, this indicates your need to enjoy life is going to be dependent upon others. The way you eat in the dream is equally important to the actual meaning of the food you eat. The food is vital for survival in life, and it signifies the satisfaction of ensuring that your needs are met. It is important to note that physical, mental, and spiritual well-being are dependent upon nutritious food in your waking life. The enjoyment of food is dependent upon psychological needs and desires. In clear terms, this dream simply indicates that it is of vital important to recognize what it is you actually want in your life, and the food is the symbolic meaning of satisfying yourself. Any meal around a table with others signifies you need to feel you belong in a situation that is close to you. To dream of a cafeteria represents issues, interests, or situations where other people are noticing what your doing. Mutual awareness of each other others interests or problems. Group sharing, group experiences, or unavoidable openness (e.g. discussing your love life). Casual and mutual awareness of others feelings about an experience. Negatively, dreaming about a cafeteria may reflect embarrassment that your personal life being on display to others. A embarrassing moment of public honesty in front of friends or family. A school cafeteria represents mutual open discussion about issues that concern you or give you anxiety (openly discussing your mutual anxiety about potential lovers rejecting you). Escaping by running away symbolizes problems in life, and that you are trying to get away. To dream of running with other people or in a group represents your competitive spirit and your constant need to prove yourself to people. This is a sign to stop exhausting yourself to prove you’re a tough and capable person. To dream of running towards something reveals your current mental and emotional state. You’re headed toward something in waking life. You’ve become obsessed with achieving some goals that you forgot how it is to enjoy the moment. Relax a bit and just go with the flow for a while. You need a recharge. Your creativity needs renewal. To dream of running away from something predicts an unexpected event coming. Or someone new walking into your life and applying some unexpected changes. This could imply that you will be shocked and try to run away from whatever’s going to happen. But everything you’re about to experience will be for your own good. Meaning, you should embrace whatever’s coming instead of freaking out. Alternatively, your dream reveals the guilt you’re feeling. You want to run away from yourself, but no one has managed to do that so far. It’s best if you forgive yourself and just let go. The best is yet to come. To dream of someone running away from danger means you will come to a crossroad where you will have to decide if you’re going to help someone even if it puts you in danger. Or you will walk away and close your eyes to a cry for help. To dream of a lot of people running in front of you symbolizes your fear of being left aside or ending up alone. Your dream also reflects your opinion of you. Do you view yourself as a failure and you always feel like others are better than you? This dream can mean you should altar your way of thinking and change peoples attitude toward you. This dream can mean taking on a more positive mindset. To dream of running away from danger means you’re afraid of eventual failure in real life I am sorry to say. This dream also means there is a possible chance of victory. The dream means that you should look at all situations – even if you feel insecure about the outcome. Alternatively, your dream indicates a real danger coming on your way. Dreams about being kidnapped implies (from a dream psychology perspective) feeling manipulated by someone in waking life. That is the main dream interpretation. Or you have lost control of some aspect of your future. Your dream might represent one aspect of your personality controlling another aspect. The behavior exhibited in the dream depends on your own emotional state. To dream about being kidnapped by a stranger in your dream doesn’t predict anything negative happening to you in waking life. In fact, it has nothing to do with being kidnapped per say. An unknown aspect of your personality is trying to influence your behavior and life in general and enter your subconscious mind. In dream psychology, this can indicate rejecting the unknown part of your personality because you don’t care for yourself the way you should. This dream can indicate that you have the ability to take control. To dream of being kidnapped and held hostage means you feel trapped in some relationship you can’t stand anymore in waking life. Or you are pushed to do things that you don’t like. To see an ex-friend in a dream suggests that you feel you have been wronged in life. It is really hard to suddenly shut off any type of emotion or lingering thoughts of another person. The dream can also signify that there is psychic energy coming from your ex-friend to suggest that they are “sorry for what happened” in your relationship. In addition, you could have dreamt of your ex-friend because you also feel remorse. This is simply human nature. There is a focus sometimes that you have had this dream because somebody else’s energy is subconsciously focusing on you. Perhaps your ex-friend continues to talk about you even though you are not in their life anymore. You could possibly be feeling this energy through the dream state. Try to stay away from this ex-friend and try and reconnect yourself with what’s important in life. Decision-making is a sign of strength and determination. A decision-maker is a powerful presence, and it can also mean that you need a strong figure in your life. If you do not know what decisions to make in the dream, this suggests clarity in your waking life. Seeing yourself making an important decision in your dream suggests that you have finally assessed your strengths and you will know how to use them for everybody’s benefit. If the consequences in the dream are negative, you will have an easy time solving problems. Sitting in the shade and avoiding the sun foretells that some new endeavor in your life will bring you lots of joy and satisfaction. Being in the shade gives a hint of protection, which in the case of a dream, is the protection being from others. This dream can omen disappointment and unhappiness because it could mean that you are living in the shadow side of yourself. 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐢 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐝: 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐲, 𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭, 𝐥𝐮𝐬𝐭, 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐫𝐞, 𝐚𝐧𝐱𝐢𝐞𝐭𝐲, 𝐟𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧, 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬, 𝐚𝐰𝐤𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬, 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭, 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐫, 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞, 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐟, 𝐮𝐧-𝐬𝐚𝐟𝐞 .: end of translation :.