Mr. lucid part 4

Date: 12/3/2017

At this point i've pretty muched mastered incducing a lucid dream since i can basically do it everytime i go to sleep (if i want to) by telling myself "i will lucid dream tonight" and it works everytime so in this dream im in nyc with my best friend and we're just hanging out at this huge park and out of nowhere i know im dreaming then my friend gets into a fight with some guy that was using some sort of drug to make him stronger and we fought for a little while but then i got vividly lucid and stopped that scenario i somehow ended up in my grandmothers house, everything is so clear and i remembered that i wanted to try and astral project through lucid dreaming the next time i do it which shows you how conscious i was to be able to remember conversations and goals i had with myself along with remembering funny moments in the dream when my friend gets punched and knocked out i think to myself "i have to tell him this when i wake up" Anyways i try to astral project through the lucid dream by jumping out my grandmothers window and killing my self to wake up and astral project from that but it didnt work cuz in the back of my mind i was thinking what if like a demon grabbed my legs before i can die and of course thats what happened. I try it again and this time i dont try to kill myself and i just "break" the dream and poof im back in my room asleep and not moving a muscle then the vibrations kick in and i think im bout to leave my body but im back to the first dream of me and my friend.