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Date: 7/17/2019

I remember walking through fathers place in the dark. J was there in his room. I had a inexplicable sadness, an absolute heaviness I could not shake. I then remember being on the ground having a seizure in my room, yet I observed with calmness. I was being assimilated with a new state of being. I then got up and saw the word corroboration with two infinity signs. “Let’s corroborate.” Also the equation for a sphere came together with ease, an intuition I no longer feel. I was performing some kind of errand for a woman. I was driving nicks car and stopped by him and he helped me assemble something. I took off without a thank u as I had to rush there. At some point I was at a roadblock with a strange slime like clay structure. He stopped by and helped me assemble the thing, whatever it was. I proceeded through gates. There was a horrific creature, perhaps a bird once, stuck and mashed inside a small thin tube that I had to carry and deliver. It was unbearably alien and sinister, as well as horrific and disturbing. I carried this thing in a backpack. There was a friend of Jude who came into my room and examined things. She was pregnant as well. I was following two women and lost them. I try to talk to numerous girls around but they were prostitutes; I had no desire for them.