Ex Crush 2

Date: 1/29/2018

Dreamt of my ex crush again. But he wasn’t too happy. He didnt want to talk to me even looked me in the eye. We were ice skating, i tried to grab his attention by asking him about the skating shoes and the way it worked. He didnt say anything, but he responded to one of my friend who was there. I fell. He just looked at me and then finished skating and went away. I shouted to him what did i do!?! He didnt answer. Then there was a birthday of an idol and i was chosen to help one of my girlfriends to put up some decorations. She wanted to put alphabet balloons but they wont stick to the wooden beam. I helped her by tying a heavy small object to the string of the balloon and throw then to the beam. Now they stayed. Then the idol came and we had a party, my ex crush was there too. Everyone praised me for the decoration. But he was the only one who deliberately wont even respond and just shake his drink far from the people who surrounded me. I felt devastated. Then came the 18+ part. My boyfriend and an idol tried on sex toys to me and my friend to fill in some online report. Lmao what