Always So Much Going On

Date: 3/30/2021

The first part that I can remember I am in what seems like an attic and there are couches and desks everywhere. There are a few people in here and it feel very community esque. I am chatting with Nas about different things and complaining, he seems to be trying to give me solutions. At one point a cat is in the room and it scratches the tip of my finger quite deeply. Another part it is like I am in the Yukon or up North somewhere and Cud is there in a cabin and then I have my own cabin...it's really lovely weather outside and the snow is melting. He has 3 or 4 dogs running around and I ask him what their names are. I pet one on the floor and then I'm outside flying around...I fly near a person's cabin who we don't know. The next part I have been given my own BMW and I feel very hesitant to drive it a lot. It's a very expensive car. Eventually I take it out for a spin and I'm anxious about crashing it the whole time while also having a really hard time driving it. It's like the roof is really low and the windshield overly tinted. I go to the drive through and the car is so sporty that you can't even fit a cup through the window, so I have to open the door. I drive away. Driving is so difficult that I opt to sit in the passenger seat and hit the gas from that side but then I don't know how to turn properly. Eventually I get going and I come down to these town houses where really poor folk live. It is directly on the water and I go inside one of the houses for some reason. They have a really cool wooden boat wheel coffee table I guess and I wonder if I could make them myself. The couple living there says there are many things I have to go through for copywrite, distribution etc and I feel like it's not worth it. I am aware of the whale that lives in the water outside and it has a really knobby spine, I tell them that the animals are psychically supporting them and they are happy to hear it. The last scene I am about to go for a walk on the beach with I think Hilary at sunset...there are other people around too. It really squishy and low tide and the sun is setting. Eventually there is this small jump I have to make and I fall forward into the muck and get mud all over my front. It's really messy, quite fun and a little overwhelming. The waves are crashing and bring more mud onto us. I see colourful light up balls in the distance in the water and say we should go get them. Luc disagrees with me what they are for some reason. There is another part in here where I am on the phone with Max and he asks me if I want kids or not. Also thoughts of Bran and reconnecting. The end.