Date: 4/25/2023
By briannagio
Blane and I have a bunch of friends and family over for dinner. While they’re all hanging out in the living room, he pulls me into our room and tells me that he thinks that our relationship has reached its end. I pretend to be okay for the time being. A couple people are staying overnight on the couch. Blane and I go to bed as if things between us are normal. I know that I’ll have a breakdown soon, but I hope that I can keep it together for as long as I need to. The next day, I’m going for a walk on some sort of nature trail. I start thinking about how we just got married and the thought of losing him finally sinks in. I slowly start breathing heavily and before I know it, my breathing has turned into hyperventilating. I think about how I can’t even believe he’d do this to me and I wonder if I still have a chance to convince him that we can fix things between us.