Worries in waking life

Date: 12/7/2018

So my last dream about a male love interest...the guy was kind of ineffectual. I realized that subconsciously that’s something I worry about in terms of finding a partner. But tonight’s dream was different. It was about a man who I’d already married and loved very much, but we’d been apart for a really long time. I was going to get married again to another person(I think it was a woman), but no matter what I did, I couldn’t get to the wedding on time and kept missing the trains in this gorgeous 1920s era train station(like grand central station) or completely prepared(dress, makeup, hair etc etc). Once I even forgot the dress... But during that time my husband came back. He was named in the dream, but I can’t remember. Something like Hari or Harry. Or Ben. Instead of trying to make it to the wedding I went with my husband and we talked in his car about how I wasn’t mad and that I missed him a lot, but that I was about to move on and there wasn’t room for our relationship anymore. I ended up leaving town to avoid him and the family I was supposed to marry into, but I kept running into trouble. The settings during this point in the dream became very abstract and almost arcadic. A green sunny grassy field with a few trees down a hill on one side and a clear open meadow and super blue skies. But on the side with the meadow there were a few walls like the inside of a house, but none of them were connected. I got double crossed by a group of people I was traveling with who thought that I was worth a lot of money($10bil) because I was wearing a ruby pin on my dress collar. I knew it wasn’t true that I had that much money in the dream, but they kept insisting. Then all of a sudden they pulled out my husband from a closet and tried to demand the money from him. Even though I’d been kind of harsh with him and told him that I loved the new person, I was really glad to see him. Gradually throughout the dream we got closer and closer. He got kidnapped by them when he was trying to help me because he knew I was sickly(which I sort of am in real life). He was a stone mason and very tall with kind features. He was gentle and caring, but he was also “the funny guy.” I couldn’t get him to be serious at all even though I knew he was genuinely worried for me. But in order to help me, he carved a 12in granite bowl that was more like 24in and everyone kept calling it marble, in which I was supposed to put the money. But at this point in the dream it became unclear whether I actually had the money or not. The kidnappers weren’t satisfied with the bowl though and Hari offered to make another 10in one, which apparently in dream measurements is considerably larger than 12in, and that it would definitely be enough to hold the money. Then I woke up with him looking at me really worried saying “right?” Like he was afraid. But I couldn’t really tell who he was afraid for...himself or me. Here’s the fun part...SYMBOLS! TRAIN STATION - represents ones journey in life. The fact that I gave up on trying to catch the trains is super strange for me. Normally if I dream of trains the dream cycles over and over and I can’t get out of it To dream that you are on a train symbolizes your life's journey. It suggests that you are on the right track in life and headed in the right direction. Alternatively, the dream means that you have a tendency to worry needlessly over a situation that will work out in the end. GRASSY FIELD - For people in love, it might indicate abundance of love and care. EMPTY BOWL - a bowl may represent a tendency to think about doing something too much. To dream of an empty bowl represent feelings about the potential to experience a lot of something easily. Like I’m not working for something I guess? I’m taking it for granted? Can also symbolize feminine fertility RUBY - is a sign indicating material gain, passion, sexuality, and romance. often used as a way to predict children or marriage as well