Making friends I know won't be

Date: 7/18/2019

Just to know I don’t know who this friend in real life but apparently I'm close to this person in this dream and they introduced me to their 3 other friends that you can tell from their aura their the same group of people that will fit in socially well, and as an awkward person with social anxiety I dont know if that's a good idea to make befriend them but I don't want to seem rude to my friend so I try to be nice and smile and seem joyful and they like it and I on my side think their soon will think it's annoying and don't want me because I used to be so happy and attached to people and being myself to be told annoying because I'm naive. But I still like that they said they like my joyfullnes but won't it get annoying?