Date: 7/4/2019
By girleasemymind
lately these last two nights ive had really bad and draining dreams about bad things happening because im gay. in the first one, i was a boy with a different family getting kicked out and threatened by his family after being outed. i ran behind my house, over a river, and towards a cabin where a kind woman offered to help me out. My dream father, now abusive, appeared searching for me and i hid under a boat cover. All of a sudden, he oulled back the cover and i jumoed out, backing up as he got progressively angrier and more violent. I switcher perspective and was now myself kind of, watching the boy and his father. I stepoed between them and tried to talk the man down, but he hit/ back handed me. woke up feeling sore and drained. last nighy, i dreamt that after a depressing and vague past, id found a gf and we had gotten engaged. i woke up in the dream and smelled gasoline. minutes later, from my spot in our kitchen, i heard glass break and fire catch. i panicked and ran back for my gf, only to land wheezing and barely conscious outside in the lawn, staring up at our burning house, sirens in the distance *drama*, i know. It was a lot longer, but mostly small soft intimate moments and tiny shit like that.