Not in Love

Date: 7/6/2016

So my cousin has this girlfriend that shes been seeing for about a year and a half now, you know i think shes cute but i would never over step that boundary, and do that to my cousin. But last night i had a dream that all three of us took a trip to somewhere, and somehow me and toni(cousins gf) got separated from the other people and she took my hand and started running, just running, down stairs, up hills, turning just on a whim and then we stopped, and she was standing next to me and then she tunrs her head, leans down and we kiss, it felt so good,but then i had to use the bathroom and so i went to one she waited out side of the bathroom for me and i got out we held hands for the longest time and kissed more. i told her being around her was like being in a calm ocean, and then we saw my cousin and unlocked our hands and then went about being "normal" and then my dream ended..