Deafening Laughter and bathroom breaks.

Date: 9/8/2018

So first part of my dream I was with my old friend Pete and Mac miller who just passed away (RIP MaC) and we were tagging up (spray painting) all these walls. Pete was using a air brush and getting chemicals all over me. It was late night and I was really nervous we were going to get caught. I had my old Pentax 6x7 medium format camera with me and I was looking into this park area and the sun kept popping out sun rays here and there and I was looking through the lens. I had the aperture set to f1.2 because there was hardly any light and I saw my cousin kristin sitting on a bench reading and I was trying to take a photo of her. I couldn’t get the camera to focus and every time I did the light went away. She finally stood up and starting to walking towards me and j was trying to take her picture and kept clicking the shutter saying that one of the photos is bound to come out. Next thing I know I’m back at my house and I really neeeded to use the bathroom and I went in and started to urinate and I look down and I’m peeing in what looks like the sink so I turn on the water and start to pee in the toilet bowl. All of a sudden out of the water filled bubbling and rough water tub a shriveled hand comes floating up and with it a body wrapped in a plastic wrap and I saw the head and it was my mother’s body. I freaked out and thinking she was dead and she told me not to worry and that this was a treatment of sorts for her being sick that she needed to soak in the tub. And I was relieved. Then I was in a hotel room with lennon and Paul fagan and this blonde girl who I have no idea who she was. Something really funny happened and I can’t remember what but i remember thinking that this dream is hilarious. And finally we all were hanging out watching tv I was in bed with this blonde eating and we were all worried when check out time was and the blonde was getting upset with me eating in the room because there was no food allowed in the rooms. Next part I was driving with my other Polaroid camera but I wasn’t driving I was in the backseat of my truck and no one was driving the truck it was driving itself. And we were driving around like an industrial part of Pittsburgh and the light was really red and the truck would Stop and I would get out to take the shot and my camera jammed up. So I stayed out of the truck and saw this tiny motorbike in the ally and Decided to shoot some street photos and I was wondering around this industrial work shop and taking pictures of all these workers and tools and work spaces and people were moving all around me eye balling me. So I left. Next thing I know I’m in a AA meeting at the public school I grew up going to in one of the class rooms. Like 4 old timers are chairing the meeting steve White was there and had a shaved head. So i raised my hand to share and I stared to share some Important stuff i needed to get off my chest and all of a sudden my mouth was packed full of big league chew that old baseball gum that came in a chewing tobacco like package. And in the middle of my share I just stating pulling out huge globe of gum into my hands and it was getting stuck and stringy and yes it was taking awhike and everyone was waiting on me so they started to go on without me and I got furious and I said hey i did not to get to finish my share and I have something I really need to get off my chest and no one would listen to me. Finally I shouted and started throwing chairs and pieces of candy at the chair person and everyone was literally appalled at my behavior and steve white was so embarrassed by me he started to cry and left the meeting. Everyone kept trying to come up to me and tell me how to run my program and I was like I don’t even know you get the fuck out of my face this is my home group And I literally live right there pointing to my house (I live close to the school) so they started preaching some big book shit to me and I wasn’t having it and I told them all to go back to fucking sag harbor and they laughed and I walked out i told Them it we fucked up i didn’t get to share. So I go outside and see Steve white on the bench distraught. I give him a hug and he try’s to lecture me kindly about sober behavior in a very steve white fashion and I jumped on my skateboard and left. Then I’m going down a long road with bart and my pig mako and we get to Danielle Grimm’s house. At the door is Dylan Eckardt. He’s giving out earthly soul gear to his brother. I was like hook me up with some sweatpants brotha! And he threw me a pair and they fit. He went on to tell me he had to make a custom shirt for a guy that was 6XX! It was for a fat rapper. So everyone left and I go indie and two girls in highschool are watching the house. I had my camera again and they wanted me to take some photos for them and I really had to use the bathroom. I asked to use the bathroom first and placed the camera on a shelf walked up the stairs and into the bathroom which was the size of a cockpit and stuff with surfboard bags and things Daniel shoved in here before he left on his trip and I thought there is no way I’m going to be able to sit on that toilet comfortably........ WARNING! (sorry if you are reading this) then I woke up to find out I had shit my pants badly and had a very bad stomach ache and had to run to the bathroom and Iv been home in bed all day sick today. It’s horrible.