Unhappy "Friends"

Date: 1/1/2019

There is this very thin woman and she's around me and excited because she's pregnant. Suddenly, one day, she says she's gonna give birth. The woman is so skinny I wonder how she can be pregnant, but I dismiss it, thinking maybe skinny women give birth differently. She then says it's happening right now and she drops something in a black metal bat. There is splashing and then crying and she reaches in occasionally as if soothing it. She tells me excitedly that's her baby and I peer in. The baby is standing in a dry tiny vat staring up at her. I wonder why she doesn't take it out and hold it Bu to realize the vat is too deep, she wouldn't be able to reach. I am confused about how she gave birth. I think I come to the conclusion she had a surrogate but the entire thing is creepy and sad. ~ I'm on this bed a lot with "friends". They constantly make fun of me and belittle me and take my things. I focus on the things I'm making. A toy castle I built. Some other stuff which requires tools like sewing needles and metal pen caps. The girl often does things to hurt me, things j hate, just to see my reaction. She often crushes my castle. A sewing needle gets stuck in someone's finger because they didn't know it was there. I am adament the needle is mine and important. In fact I say they shouldn't hurt it. ~ I am leaving or I left and I come back for my stuff. It's in a closet and a women in charge has to go get it. She roots around in this closet for a whole but finds other things than my bag of stuff. I realize some of these things could prove lucrative.