Hostel environment

Date: 9/12/2024

I was staying at a shitty hostel in LA for $5 dollars a day. One of the workers couldn’t believe I was even there. I didn’t look like the usual patron. He said stop worrying about years when staying places & worry about it in months. There was a lot of rival gang ish shit going on between the people. They were remodeling and told me that if I stayed with the big rodents since there were no beds that I could have a private room after they were done. The animal, or rodent, look like a damn beaver. it challenged me and told me that if I touched the floor, it would bite me. The bed was hard to stay on, so I slept and got scared, and it tried to bite me. I screamed so loud. Everyone was looking at me. In this giant room full of wooden beds, being remodeled. The bathroom was so far. I didn’t know how I was going to get through the night. Before that, I was with Shaun sitting on a cliff or overlooking a hiking view. We were talking about an Asian woman who was making a documentary that never got seen. She had been at it for 14 years. It was in reference to a TV show. I had watched last night on Peacock (the Steph Curry comedy). I guess it was my head and then it was in my dream. I think Sean said that if she hadn’t made it yet, she’s probably not going to. She’s been here for too long. I said I’ve been trying to do this for 14 years. Does that mean I’m not going to make it? He was quiet. Then I said “This is the part where you tell me I have accomplished a lot.” Other parts of the dream involved large crowds, stealing a car (guy dm me on IG about it asking why), Heather & aunt Jean & Pam and nasty cat beds/urine. Zach Alexander, lil Boosie selling tickets for a show. . It was a mess. But the entire time I felt like I was in survival mode.