i’ll feed you

Date: 2/21/2022

i don’t remember the first half of this at all. but i’m waking through some darkish woods that was full of really scrawny trees. they were all hung up over each other and bent with arches. laying around all through the forest floor was strange little tiny creatures that were smaller then squirrels. they were all not normal animals but a mixture of small ones, like bunny/dogs or something. they were so fluffy and tiny and they were all dead and quite scrawny. so i knew they had all starved to death. i feel something brush my ankle and i looked down and this super tiny little fluffy creature was looking up at me. he had big saucer eyes and was so small he could fit into my hand. he looked like a mix of a rabbit with a dog with sharp ears. his ribs were showing and i knew he was so hungry he would die soon. he had another little friend that was way behind us and was hiding behind a slender tree stem. he was trying to get me to help them both. i noticed there was a building made purely out of construction wood, but the top half of this cabin was missing. it was only like 12 inches tall and nothing else. there was a mini fridge and some other random items like a cot to sleep on. i thought it was odd bc it wasn’t a sheltered place to live and everything was susceptible to the elements. i knew i maybe shouldn’t go in there but i had to feed my buddy. so i went in and opened the black mini fridge. inside there were some eggs and some small rolls. i wanted to feed them the eggs but knew they’d have to be cooked first. so i grabbed two which i planned on boiling for them as soon as possible. i grabbed two rolls and broke on in half and started feeding it to my buddy. suddenly i see a teenage boy walking over to us. he was slender and pale with sharp black hair then hung over his face. he seemed unimpressed. i looked behind me and there was some more cabins set up, still not done but they had roofs with pale yellow lights beaming out of them. no siding or shingles tho just wood. i froze here and the next thing i remembered was me being in a bathroom. elektro was there and i could tell we were on the same page. one other person who may or may not have been mia was going over our game plan. she said to hide from them. i didn’t know who they were but people started to walk in and i slid behind the bathroom door. i’m standing there trying to make myself as flat as possible so they wouldn’t notice me. i’m there for quite a while just listening to them chat. i had no idea why they were all in the bathroom and i think they were mostly teenagers. most people left and i felt i’d be almost free soon, when fucking keisha gillis walks in loud as ever. she immediately is like “JESSI! what r u doing back there !!” and swings the door open revealing where i had been hiding. she had a big grin on her face. i was so dumbfounded by her constant profound ignorance to other peoples issues that it sent me into a rage. i grabbed her by her bun with one hand on the top and one hand grabbing where the elastic would be. i flung her outside the door and yelled “WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU”. the door opened to somewhere outside. there was a set of stairs that was cement and somewhat broken up by weathering. they were only about 4 stairs tall. it was dark out and in the distance there were torches and people around. as i threw her she fell down this small set of stairs and turned into a small black haired boy. she looked kinda like prince etzil from tomb raider. i kept yelling questions at them. i don’t remember what i was saying but i was very mad. i said “I SHOULD SPIT ON U” and the boy said “do it”. I spat next to their feet and then walked up to them, hovering over his face. i let my spit hang from my mouth until it was inches long and it just fell onto their face. i think i was woken up at this point. so fucking weird, i miss my little forrest creature.