All Of them

Date: 9/20/2016

The dream was we were on vacation school kids and the guy I liked was there I was walking around shopping for things and someone mentioned how I liked him. Next thing I know I'm about to pass him but I run away. I assume he dosent like me. I felt really embarrassed and had a huge not in my stomach when I woke up. I'm not sure what it means and all I can think do is how he was at work and I feel really embarrassed and ashamed that I have a crush. Mama wouldn't let me go out to a party so instead I decided to have a party at my house. It was the middle of the day the party started around 12 and I realized mama was going to be be home so at 4;45 I told everyone they had to leave. Next thing I know mer and her brother pull up the driveway and Meredith is asking for the geometry review book. I run and I'm looking for my backpack it was under the counter where the tv kitchen is. For some reason I bought all of these plants and they're in my driveway garage. The driveway is made out of mud now and there are tire holes everywhere from the cars. Most people had jeeps and trucks is seemed like. Emily and her sisters pull up to the garage and she's yelling at me for not inviting her and Zoe said that she told me to invite her but I said no. I run up to Zoe and I'm calling her a liar and then she says oh yea ur right I forgot to tell u. I'm trying to flatten the driveway with my feet but I realize that I can't. There were. All these cute guys. I'm almost positive the hockey player was there. I was walking with mer and her parents to the car or something like that and he's walking next to me and comes closer to me and grabs my hand slowly and then he asks whether I want to go for ice cream and I'm trying to say yes but my throat is almost closed completely and I can't say anything but finally I said yes. Then I wanted to say something else but the same thing happened with my throat and I couldn't say it. I don't remember much more but I didn't think I like him that much that until now. My dream was that I was done with work, I forgot who I was working with maybe Yannah or mer but Meredith suggested going to the mall real quick so we did. But I ended up getting lost and going to this store where they were selling ice cream cones that were polish but then they guy tells me that the ice cream place part of the store isn't open. I ended up going back to Merediths house and just walking around. It wasn't her house though, at least it didn't look like it. I sat down on one of the couches and he was sitting write across from me laying down and that's when he started talking to me. He was really cute and had no shirt on and asked me what and I explained to him how I got lost. That's when I woke up. I don't exactly remember the first part of my dream but I do remember being on a hill like at thunder ridge. I'm talking to Meredith and we're talking about marriage and she said r u ready and I'm not sure I really like him but I'm not sure if I want to marry him. Then she says look at the top and I see Brian getting on a lift I get scared yet excited. He gets to me and he asks me to marry/ date him. I'm very confused. After that point I wake up and I'm kind of nervous. I do remember seeing other people and telling them that Brian was my boyfriend. I don't know if I really like him or what, it's getting really strange and I keep getting this put in my stomach.