my darlings

Date: 5/5/2017

there was a baby girl that had been starved of oxygen from the brain, she was tiny and serverly disabled and no one wanted her because of her complications but I couldn't leave her alone. I took her on and done my best too look after her, it didn't take me long to fall in love with her and she was the best thing that ever happened to me! I cherished every moment with her and one night while I was going to sleep she slept with me, she was drifting off and I smiled with happiness, not long after I turned round to check her again before sleeping and her eyes were open and rolled and she looked like she was fitting. I screamed with horror and picked my little girl up, for some reason my auntie Paula who's a care assistant and health care assistant and my uncle Paul where sleeping in the room facing mine, I ran in to her with my Little girl to see if she could help but she hated the way she looked due to her disability and by the time I give her to Paula she had already passed. I asked where my mum was because I was distraught but Paula pulled back the covers and there was my mum at the end of the bed, I thought she was sleeping but she wouldn't wake up. she had also passed too, Paula was so calm and i was baffled as to how she could sleep with her at the end of the bed, Ellie and libbie came in shortly after and they were devastated.