I got raped by my ex?

Date: 12/12/2018

I can’t remember much at all, but from what I remember... I was walking in the street late at night after work and found a man wearing a mask following me. Suddenly I looked back to see him grabbing me forcefully on the ground and taking off the skirt I was wearing. He pulled my shirt up as well and I wasn’t able to get him away from me because he’s a lot more stronger than I am. He started raping me and it was like I felt every thrust even in my sleep. After he was done, he took off his mask and I discovered it was my ex bf who I treat as a stranger now. I don’t know why I dreamt of him doing this to me, but I woke up with a sort of pain in my lower thighs as if it actually did happen to me. Probably one of the scariest dreams I’ve ever had that left me completely and utterly defenceless.