So I was given a ring and being lead by hand on top of a beautiful green grass hill by a girl I used to know and I was given the choice to get married to her but I declined because I knew I needed to finish out baseball and a good mentor of mine was gonna marry us and there was another couple beside us getting married as well and I had to let go of her hand and I cried because she was beautiful and I wanted too marry her but knew I needed to finish baseball and it wasn’t the right time