Jeffrey Star

Date: 8/7/2019

In my dream I'm depressed I lost my job and haven't been able to get another. I put fake smile and act like everything is fine. I notice Jeffrey Star laying down sad and I try to cheer him up by asking him what's wrong and complimenting him on his looks. Idk but my stepdad walks in and sees me with Jeffrey Star and I'm here whispeing him nice things and suddenly he start to say dumb stuff and angry cuz he believes now I'm gay. I'm like trying to tell him stuff but he doesn't let me put a word in. He walks out rambling and offending Jeffrey and me I get angry I toss his globes and statues etc out the door landing near him. He looks at me and says pick it up I at the door say you pick it up. He has 2 glass bottles and was about to toss them when he seen my grams pass he stop. (My grams raised me and he's afraid of her.) I took the opportunity to grab him and hold him on a choke and punch him a couple times. He seen my grams see me but he didn't understand why she didn't stop me. I told him I lost my job I'm depressed I can do anything I want lol. I told him I'm not gay I like girls. I was just cheering up my Friend Jeffrey who yes happens to be Gay. I was asking for advice as well just like I ask for advice to you even tho your drunk most of the time even in your drunkness you give good advice. I can see he felt bad and finally understood. I let him go and went back inside. Started to clean and my uncle and aunt decide to come and knew my stepdad was going to tell what I did to him.(he's really close to my uncle) but I didn't care. I heard my cousin she came in and gosh she looked beautiful but she had to pee and I ran to my room to hide because I looked ratchet and didn't want to her to see me like this. (Used to have a crush on my own cousin. She married and have a child in RL. So I'm over that phase) Woke up.