(Almost) talking to subconscious

Date: 8/12/2019

So I just had this pretty crazy dream that I was lucid and I was waking up so I was like shit so I told myself in the dream “I will not wake up” and I was back to dreaming! I remembered that you could talk to your subconscious and ask it questions about yourself., so I tried. Then I saw a strange white mask and I black background, it freaked me out. I was expecting that that was my subconscious for some reason but all of a sudden it’s got mad. I kinda freaked out so I woke my self up purposely. I then went to the washroom and I accidentally water damaged my water floss so I was pretty upset. I woke my dad up even though nothing can wake him up (ha). My dad storms in my bathroom in like five seconds and starts playing with my garbage (tf). Then I told him about my dream. While I was talking he teleported downstairs while I was not looking and was a little suspicious but though he had just walked downstairs very quickly. He looked pretty amazed and happy for me. Then I woke up. Yep it was another false awakening. What’s wrong with my subconscious like why won’t it just be normal 😭😂