river deep

Date: 1/27/2019

this is a reoccurring dream I have every so often. never changing, always disturbing. ——————————————————————————————————————————————————————— It’s me and my dad, on opposite sides of a canoe. We’re drifting so slowly it’s like we’re hardly moving at all. I look left, right, left, right, left...the river’s never ending. A jungly forest, thick and lush and deep, stretches along each bank. My dad—he’s looking straight at me, but not seeing me. Poor posture and anxiety. The boat tips, violently. I plunge into the water. Then I’m awake.