my only son

Date: 11/21/2016

I gave birth to a male baby, but I was jealous because I was not the first second or even third person to hold him. People in my family wanted to steal him away from me. My son was a toddler and very cute, and he didn't recognize me as his mother. I was crying uncontrollably, because I wanted him to love me as his mother. But he loved other people in my family. I couldn't look at anyone. I was so distressed that I ran off crying. I never got to hold my son.