10/13

Date: 10/13/2023

i was in the living room w ari in pleasanton. she was making graham crackers on marshmallow melted talking to me about it. she put tiny gingerbread men in them but they were actually made out of graham crackers too as well. i did think this was strange and this woke up my mind a little. i then remembered that my siblings(or family) is one of my lucid dream triggers and used and immediately tried to run out the door to explore. i wasn’t able to phase thru the door tho i tried. so i went through the balcony instead and started jumping down and over fences…— i cant get the thought out of my head that i travelled somewhere inter dimensionally at this point i was running late for school(school which is another trigger that seemed not to work this time) getting ready. i wanted to wear my black stacked denim for my first day and make an outfit around that. i remember thinking i wanted to impress christina. im riding to school with my mom. i see jerica from sociology walking to class w her starbucks. i am driving a car following my mom who is the one who knows how to get to this new school of mine. i lost her around this corner and ended up having to keep driving up. when i made it up the road. i ended being in a strange Asian mans car who was helping me drive somewhere. eventually we we’re supposed to drive down this road which he deemed to dangerous on his car and that we cannot drove through here. i began to panic because i knew i was running late i called her i think she came to get me or something. we end up at school and dad calls and ask if i need to borrow his id because he thought i didnt have mine and we have the same name. my mom told me to reassure him that i already got my id in the mail and im good to sign into school. and so i go ari also called my phone to show me something ok facetime with dad. i thought i didnt have time to answer her calls and didnt. i did answer dads tho— im in a car w like 5 dudes. we all chillin i think they all str8. we was kicking it rising around my dad was the driver i guess. he drove us all to bruces house. we we arrive all the boy dipp out the car and start walking to the door, leaving me behind. they didnt seem to b concerned abt me. i start running up to them. my dad warns me not to follow by saying “King!-“ i interrupt and say no to go run up to the boys. i almost mentioned how they got my runnin up to them nd chasing them. but i didnt. we get in the house and im ready to party all loud. he tell me his sibling are sleep. and leads me to his room quietly. i apologize for making the noise. i see his little brother and sister pop they heads out the room. im in his room and he basically tell me its time to leave cuz his parents dont b havin partiers or sum over. i was in shorts at the time and they seem to think i didnt belong. bruce turned into some kinda rich haitian kid with this rich parents are like no non sense. as im told to leave i take this as an opportunity to get dressed to leave and end up putting on my denim stacked from dark to light blue i copped in atl. they started treating me more like i belonged and i think asked me if i could watch the house for like 2 hours. i notice the other boys we was driving w are already leaving one by one in the own cars they had parked at this dudes house the whole time. i remember thinking those dudes were cool and probably worried about some bitches rn and prolly just used me for the ride anyway. eventually his family leaves and im watching the house. i invite my dad in he comes and rolls up. i had to tell him its not a no rules house so he went to go smoke on the balcony. eventually my whole family is there. ari london mom shayla aunty and some other baby related to me. i had to kick them all out one by one because i got a text from bruces mom saying shell be back inna hour. i thought she must trust me in her house warning me like that unless her warning was fake and she’ll actually be here quicker. i also thought she mustve not left anything for us to steal which was also unlikely it was a mansion. i started thinking she might have cameras and it kinda looks like a party. i thought she might also respect me that i got everyone out on time and had everything cleaned up if she was watching cameras…— i was frivolously spending money in the dream just because i had it im on a freeway with london in the backseat of moms car. mom started speeding on the freeway. we was nervous just thought wed have to trust her crazy ass driving. there was this cute boy. lil swag match. he asked me out onna date. i thought we was just gonna b kickin it. we ride to this area onna street where niggas is just out and kickit it nd socializing. hes wearing some kinda orange swaggy swear suit. he has some friends in this circle. im on ma fuckboy shit and thought i might as well set the tone to us being free 4 da night and not bound to just each other. i just met him so i thought it wouldnt b an issue asking his friend hotter friend 4 his phone #. and so i did and dude rejected me cuz that was his friend. i guess i prefer darker skin niggas. the guy i was on a date with heard and i could tell i hurt his feelings a lil bit. i try to go talk to him again to reassure him that im still w him for the night and not ditching him 4 something else. i was tryna set the tone that it ok if we just flirtin a lil bit keepin our opinions open since we did just meet each other. it tike for us to go. we all get in a car. it like 5 or 6 or us and i secure my seat in the back seat. one of the car is like hanging on the car from the outside cuz its not room for everyone. i sure secured my seat and i thought they might can even decide to make me leave or walk since im being a fuckboy flirting w any and everyone. but ofc not im the middle now and telling them that somebody just needs to sit on my lap. we eventually made it work and im in the back seat w my date. i began seeing cues outside that this is a prom date and all of the sudden everyone is dressed up inna tuxedo except for me. i start thinking how i could buy a tux w the few hundreds i got but i also felt like i had enough swag to not have to i couldve just showed up as me and just looked a lil broke and thats ok. i thought maybe i could buy his ticket to get in tho im not used to being the one spending…— we end up on a plane. no clue where to.but everyone separates on this plane and we all just take our own seats. the plane doors are still open and the plane decided to begin takeoff anyway. no one is even in a seat belt and and the plane is really giving bart train the way no one has a seat belt on. she just takes off and i sit down right away. i guess the dude i was w or on a date with still or whoever starts signaling to me follow him but hes trying to hop between the planes. it was an opening like the bart train has where u can open those middle door to get to the next car, except this is an airplane and i was too scared to do that cuz she was flying too fast. it was the most fun ride of my life! she was doing all types of tricks and flying high to low by the ground to high again. it definitely like a roller coaster. but more like a roller coaster in real like where you just flying and not tracks you are bound to. it was definitely giving riding inside of a dragon. as if the plane was a dragon itself soaring the skies exploring the world around. when the ride ended i got off feeling ecstatic! it felt so good to be in this energy. this energy damn near triggered me that i was lucid i started trying to conjure energy up and stay in this energy by holding on to it and summoning power…— after the plane i go to this parking lot and see my mom and stuff. my friends who i was in the car w during that prom teip or watever is in the parking lot too cuz we was all going on the same plane or sum. i was telling them how fun it was and how we should get another ticket to fly again. i started thinking where did we even fly to and where from. this triggered me lucid and i began to smoke the joint in the backseat and talking to the dream characters. i started asking them questions inna soft friendly matter so as not too alter the energy of the dream or cause my ego to anger that i figured it out. i didnt want to wakeup from a sudden energy change. there were 3 boys with me in the car. one of then basically admitted it was a dream. one of them played stupid. one of them lied and said they were real. that one was my ego. trying to lie to me and make not lucid. he didnt want me to kno. the one who admitted it told me he could still interact w real people or something and i asked him how he said he get energy from the sun to do so. i asked them are you real? i had to let them kno i already knew they were and that i was dreaming cuz they just wanted to deny it. i tried not to aggressively change the energy and just ask them casually as if thats wat we was just talking about in the first place..— i saw bria with long red hair and started screaming her to hug like we was long long friends…— i was flying holding on to some kinda broomstick the it was starting to make my shoulders tense trying to hold on like that so i decided to let go and use my own wings to fly. and so i did realizing i didnt need to the broomstick.

AI generated interpretation In your dream, there are several recurring themes and symbols that can provide insight into your subconscious thoughts and emotions. It is important to note that dream analysis is subjective, and the meaning of your dream may vary depending on your personal experiences and associations. With that in mind, here is a possible interpretation: 1. Ari and Graham Crackers: Ari represents a familiar and comforting presence in your dream. The act of making graham crackers and the inclusion of tiny gingerbread men could symbolize a desire for sweetness and enjoyment in your waking life. The realization that the gingerbread men were made of graham crackers indicates a sense of surprise or skepticism, highlighting your ability to see beyond surface-level appearances. 2. Lucid Dreams and Exploring: The mention of lucid dreaming suggests an awareness of being in a dream state and the desire to explore and experience new things. Your attempt to run out the door and explore but being unable to phase through it may reflect a perceived barrier or limitation in pursuing your desires or goals. The balcony and jumping over fences may represent a sense of freedom and resourcefulness in overcoming obstacles. 3. School and Impressions: Your dream then shifts to the school setting, suggesting learning and personal growth. Wanting to wear your black stacked denim and impressing Christina may symbolize a desire to show your unique style and make a positive impression on others. It could reflect a longing for acceptance and recognition. 4. Driving and Getting Lost: Losing your mom and getting lost while driving may symbolize a sense of confusion or uncertainty in your waking life. It could represent a fear of losing guidance or feeling disconnected from a sense of direction or purpose. The presence of an Asian man who helps you drive may indicate seeking assistance or guidance from others when feeling lost. 5. Bruce's House and Inclusion: Being left behind by the boys in the car and feeling like you don't belong may point to feelings of exclusion or not being fully accepted by others. However, as you dress up in your denim stacked jeans, you feel a sense of empowerment and recognition from Bruce's family. This could suggest a need for validation and a desire to be seen and accepted for who you are. 6. Family and Responsibility: Your dream then introduces your family members, including Ari, London, your mom, and others. This may represent a need for connection, support, and a sense of belonging. You take on the responsibility of watching the house, which may reflect a desire for trust and independence. 7. Frivolous Spending and Freedom: The act of spending money freely suggests a desire for indulgence, enjoyment, and a sense of liberation from financial constraints. It could represent a longing for freedom and the ability to pursue your desires without worrying about restrictions or consequences. 8. Freeway and Trust: The freeway represents the path you are following in life, and your mom's speeding may indicate a sense of unease or uncertainty in navigating this path. Trusting her driving reflects a need to rely on others or surrender control in certain situations. 9. Feeling Free and Prom Night: Meeting a cute boy and going on a date signifies the exploration of new romantic possibilities and a desire for connection. The interaction with his friend and the rejection you experience suggest potential insecurities or fears of not being enough for someone. Wanting to reassure the boy reflects a desire to maintain a connection and establish a sense of security. 10. Plane Ride and Adventure: Boarding a plane and experiencing exhilarating flight represents a sense of freedom, adventure, and exploration. The lack of seat belts and the risky maneuvers of the plane may symbolize a willingness to take risks and embrace excitement in your life. 11. Smoking and Lucidity: Smoking a joint in the backseat and talking to dream characters signifies a desire to relax, let go of inhibitions, and engage with your subconscious mind. Discovering that some of the dream characters are aware of the dream may reflect an acknowledgement of your lucidity and an attempt to maintain the dream state. 12. Interaction with Bria and Flying: Seeing Bria and wanting to hug her suggests a desire for connection with someone you have a close bond with. The act of flying, first holding onto a broomstick and then using your own wings, represents a growing sense of empowerment, independence, and freedom. It indicates a willingness to trust in your own abilities and embrace your personal power. Overall, this dream seems to reflect your desire for freedom, connection, and self-expression. It suggests a need for validation and acceptance, as well as a willingness to explore new experiences and embrace personal growth. It is important to reflect on these themes and consider how they may intersect with your waking life and emotions.