Refusing

Date: 5/8/2022

I was pissed off because I found out my ex was moving into my building. I vowed to move, maybe to where she'd been living or away out of the state. I wanted gone. ~ She came and moved in. Or was just visiting. Now it wasn't an apartment building but a big house. I had a parental minder and my ex was given my room. I was very upset. I refused to talk to her, she seemed to want to sit in our rooms and talk, instead I kept running out and around. I made friends to get away from her and have something to do, spending time in the park in the sunshine. I got a boyfriend for a minute and then didn't feel it so I let it go. I didn't go home at night. I ran and raced out in the woods, jumping trees. I raced out and swam in the ocean. I realized I liked swimming in the ocean. I raced away instead of tending to NY chores, and my parental minder said it was okay. They weren't mad. I left and went into the sea with two friends I made. Or I met them after I was there. One was a bipolar slug, the other his wayward caretaker. We met more friends, who were at a booth in a restaurant teasing about how one guy was his 'daddy' but meaning sexual daddy. A little old lady in a booth next to them went on some scientific spiel about how the terminology was good for the psyche actually. I saved a spirit guide that had been trapped by a beast in the ocean. It was a teddy bear spirit guide. We all got one in this world but mine had been missing all this time. I'd been waiting for it. I went down and down and reached a bunker, a booth, an recording booth for people who were massive fans of ours. Apparently we'd gained a reputation and they were thrilled to have us. We had to go through a decompression elevator entrance room to get to the booth, but they made each of us private meals. Mine was vegan but they forgot the ice cream had to be vegan too. There were three melted tubs of ice cream I couldn't eat and dozens of popsicle. I let them know and they took them away. I colored with a female assistant while we waited, sharing a moment of just fun.