Far away

Date: 11/6/2016

I've been dreaming so vivid as to feeling every little , emotion/ pain through my dreams physically and mentally ... I'm starting to believe my dreams are just a way for me to change things or open my eyes as weird as it sounds , like a heads up 😴 I keep having dreams where , my boyfriend disappears and it's almost impossible to get to him , phone calls , car rides , planes .. feels to real sometimes , then when I get to him I could literally feel myself physically feeling aniexty in and out side of my Dream more like a empty feeling ... I feel like my dreams dictate my moods when I'm awake it's honestly so strange .. I can't tell if the moves in dream are truly genuine . Minus our outside relationship problems it's like my dreams reflect a part of it ..