Lucid: Afternoon Nap (Desire)

Date: 12/10/2016

By Vesta

I just took my afternoon nap. I dreamed of going to a supermarket. Yellow banners and signs was hanging from the ceilings, the floor is so white like it has not been touched by any dirt for a while. I remembered there are only a few people shopping and it was night time, it was not that strange since the supermarket closes up at 9pm. I left the isle of several people while holding a red m&m's stuff toy against my chest, looking for the candy-coated chocolates by the next ones. I remembered swelling with happiness as I was choosing over bundles and packets of M&M's on a shelf when this guy walked around the corner. I do not have quite picture or image of his face at first but my body burned slightly with arousement. He came closer and his face cleared up a bit, he was wearing a denim jacket with white shirt underneath and black fitted pants. He is one of the contestants on this boyband show that is being held in our country. In the midst of being confused on why I was having a particular dream with him when I don't favor him, the dream itself is slowly slipping away. I knew I am going to wake up, I could feel the reality of my bed again but I gripped on my dream, reimagining his face and the flickering sensation and I was back at it again but now we are on a white bed beside a wide window of a high building. It was morning. I was there but watching myself too, being entered from behind. That part was almost too exciting that I slipped off again. Then like before, I concentrated and went back on dreaming, though, I did not come back to the same scenario but still on the same bed. Like a snap, I could feel tickling kisses on my neck, slowly back and forth, even as my consciousness is pulling me back stronger as it was before, the sensation had stayed there on my neck. At last, I woke up, my superego deciding to shrug away the desire to delve in again to those dreams even if I could. My hands, stroking that part of my neck where the tingling sensation stayed for a while.